[	im feeling	|	okay	]
[	im listening to	|	311-love song	]

so my fourth was great. during the day i went with steve his brother, jessica, and his mom to a cookout. we went swimming and had some great food. and the night was great fun and full of drama but the best part was that i was with the one i love! steve and i went to red sands with my brother eric, my other nephew nick, my cousin raul, and his girl and lizette. we bought all these fireworks and drinks it was great we went 4 wheeling in my dad's truck and yea it was great i didnt get home til 5 and steve stayed here at my house.

what else o yeah i finally started working again at footlocker in basset. i work with my sister!! its great and fun.

ummmm I got my tongue pierced!! last wednesday. it hurt a little bt mainly after because my tongue was a lil swollen for like 3 days. but its better now.

steve is leaving me for 3wks =( im sad. I'm gonna miss him soooo much!!

Summer is almost over!! =( i've enjoyed the summer so far and i cant wait to see how it ends.

Volleyball season is coming again and i cant wait. i go to camp july18, sart practice aug.1 first game aug 8 and leave to abeline aug 17.

i'm out =)

[	im feeling	|	ecstatic	]
[	im listening to	|	rush-limelight	]

Yesterday was the best birthday ever.

* i got a led zeppelin shirt, my favorite perfume, gift card, rush cd,watch, and a new straightner from my mother

*steve gave me 2 shirts, sunglasses, a cherry necklace and cherry toe rings, an ariel that blows bubbles, a little mini ariel.and an ariel shirt.

 the day was great.

i got calls from all my family and friends. then at 6:30 steve came for me and he took me to villa del mar for dinner. Aw it was the best. after that he took me to get ice cream at dariy queen. then we headed to scenic drive and stayed there for a while. after that we went back to his house and topped the great night and day off by watching the notebook.

Thank you for everyone that made my day special. it truely was a great day and great birthday!!!!!. i had sooo much fun!!! i love you lots baby!!!!

[	im feeling	|	chipper	]
[	im listening to	|	rush-spirt of the radio	]

YaY!!!! I'm finally 17 today!!!!!!!!

I cant wait for tonight!!!

[	im feeling	|	giddy	]
[	im listening to	|	juanes- camisa negra	]

WHAD UP BITCHES!!! ha just felt like saying that. anyways damn summer is here and its great!!!!!! i've been swimming alot with my baby steve at his house.  as a matter of fact i just got done doing that ha! Its great he's great we're great aw everything's great!!!!!! well lets see......

* School ended on the 25 of may

*Damien (my nephew) got baptized on the 28th

*we had a great memorial day weekend all my family along with steve of course came over saturday and sunday

* Steve's brother david left back to corpus but is coming back in july and his other brother is here til august

*I MISS DAVID(my best friend) ALOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE COMES BACK IN SEPTEMBER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =(!!!! I MISS HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*been going to the gym and to open gym

*been swimming alot

*going to the moves and going to parties!!

* my sister comes in tomorrow from phoenix

* i go back with her on sunday and stay there for a week!

 Well everything's going good I wouldnt want it any other way!! i'm soo happy and sooo thankful for everything !!! well i'm out!!!

Much love to everyone!!!!! - Alyssa =)

[	im feeling	|	sore	]
[	im listening to	|	nothing	]

thats my arm that we drew on kool huh!!

( for your viewing pleasure )

[	im feeling	|	cheerful	]
[	im listening to	|	shakia- la tortura	]

( random pictures )

Damn long time!!! And today is friday!!!! Yay we started our finals today and all next week too. Our last day is wednesday!! I'm sad but happy! We're already gonna be seniors!!!! I'm excited I've been doing a lot lately:

- Swam with steve
-Watched steve play
-been with the girls
-argued with many
-played volleyball
-had fun at school

So yea thats a sum up of what i've been doing. I dont go to school all dat monday half day on tues and half on wed!!! and i'm going to phoenix for the summer with my sister!! I can't wait!!! Well i'm out take care and be careful!!

[	im feeling	|	grateful	]
[	im listening to	|	busta rhymes-put you hands wher i can see	]

You asked me to forget everything

Everything that you did

All the pain you caused me

And all the tears I shed

You asked me if I still cared

About you the way I used to

If I still have those feelings

And if I still love you

You asked me if you still had a chance

To be with me one more time

To work things out

And to be mine

I can't forget everthing

All the wrong you did

The heartbreak you caused me

And all the tears I shed

I dont care anymore

Not the way I used to

No longer do I have those feelings

And no I don't love you

As for another chance

Why, just so you could hurt me one more time

And you not willing to work things out

No I dont want you to be mine

I dont know why you asked these questions

Knowing all that you have done

How could you be sos tupid

To think that you still have control over me

To make me belive everything you say once again

No more ever again

For me and you, its the end!

[	im feeling	|	blank	]
[	im listening to	|	Elefante-nada es para siempre	]

Well this week has been one weird week.

People treat me differently and i dont know why....i find out somethings that should've been said along time ago........i dont have my car....but i get it today.....volleyball hasn't been that great.......i didnt get to sing on tuesday.........mixed emotions......hangin out with the girls has been fun.......im not at school.....i have to take a cedit by exam.......i feel lke i'm all alone......even though.....i'm really not.....too many "sorries"....sooo confused....i need to make up my mind......i need answers to unaswered questions......my research paper is due tomorrow......i just wanna get away from everything.......only 2 weeks of school left.....all the bullshit with volleyball.......talking to a lost someone......but......i know i'll get through it all........

[	im feeling	|	artistic	]
[	im listening to	|	hands down- dashboard confessional	]

 the girls

( family is great )

[	im feeling	|	bouncy	]
[	im listening to	|	the killers- somebody told me	]

* Aw what a great weekend. I had a great one

* friday school was fun it was the last day of the TAKS so yea i was good. Later that night my sister and i had an arguement. SHE's stupid but whatever i mean i love her to death but i just shit man. anyways later steve and i went to the movies to see alot like love aw it was a cute movie. ha. then we went back to his house and had some strawberries hehe.

*saturday was great!!! i went shopping with my mom then i got my nails done and then about 3 i went to patsy's house so she could do my hair!! she did a great job it came out nice!! then she did my makeup. I loved it!!! thanks my love!! Then i wnt back home to get ready finally!! i put on my dress and my jewerly and my shoes and waited for steve. he showed up and we took pictures here. he looked so handsome in his tux. we went back to his house to take pictures there and then we wereoff to eat! we ate at red lobster and it was the best!!! we finally got to prom and we waited awhile and then danced we tore up the dancefloor as steve said!! ha yay it was good. then we went to his friend's house and yay had a good time ha with all the guys!!! finally got home after all the craziness!! but I had a blast!!! thanks baby!

* sunday didnt do much just cleaned then went to steve's and then took back his tux and chilled at his house!

* 1 more month of school left and i'm excited about it!!!! i love the summer and the memories made and i hope this summer is way better than last year's !!!

I'm out take care!!